I haven’t really been completely honest with anyone lately and it really sucks.
I pride myself on at least being able to say I’m a good person. I might be late all the fucking time, I might curse too much (like just then), I might love my passions in life more than I love any boyfriend but at least I was always an honest and good person. I don’t feel like that right now though. Not at all.
And I could change that but I don’t know how. I don’t know how to do that without hurting other people which will eventually in turn hurt myself. But I also don’t want to run away from the problem because I’d feel like a coward so I just keep it all going. I know I gotta do something soon.
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